i’m so happy with being completely isolated from everything and everyone. we all force ourselves to associate with one other in a matter in which we are not comfortable with. i do not understand why i must say hello to someone when i genuinely have no reason to; nor do i understand half the things i am exposed to on a day to day basis. it is the true feeling of simplicity that i resinate with, and the peace of mind it brings is all i ask for in life. i wish not to cause problems for anyone but myself, yet i am constantly attempting to solve others inconveniences. i have no passions that are pure and wholesome, but i see nothing wrong with the fact. i have realized that i need not to strive for excellence, but strive for happiness.